




My brain felt like it was pouring out of my ears and then she stepped onto the train and I couldn’t help but smile. She got off at the next stop and a Valentine’s Day balloon that had lodged itself underneath her seat followed her out the door and my heart went with it.
Need to watch myself; operating on intuition and feeling consequently I am lost until I find my goal, which is ultimately unknown until it is recognized. Sometimes the concepts and ideas envelope me and drown my vision, my perspective suffocates, my space sucked into a black hole. When the space of thought shrinks it sometimes keeps shrinking until it is beyond focus.
Saying you’re beautiful is an admission of guilt.
Snow, slick roads, angry cabbie all tired, the city burns the snow to slush, tires mix the air and the water, blackening the road, frozen windows just bubbling silk, transparent only to the lights outside broken by swirling schools of snow, can’t see anything at the top - light, water embracing stillness.
Burnt out, lie in a feel, time passes not a moment too soon.
Every day is hard work; every day deserves the effort and ultimately demands it.
Get back on track.
She had an unfinished face, the kind that you grow to love. Angels aren’t predictable, every turn of the head a new adventure, a new person, unfinished but full of mystery - biting her lips like a child, a Mona Lisa smile, a crooked tooth grin.