THE LONG MARCH
February 1st, 2006 JimeyeI stumbled across a wedding at a Shinto Shrine in Kamakura. Music by the American Dollar. ***Slight revision***
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I stumbled across a wedding at a Shinto Shrine in Kamakura. Music by the American Dollar. ***Slight revision***
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I drew most of the stuff that I’ll post on little tiny pieces of paper with markers when I was unemployed for four months in the year 2000.
Meant to show you something else but I love this, so beautiful and incomplete. Hope you enjoy. Running out of batteries right now, gotta hurry.
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A spike in her chin, two studs in her nose, two-tone hairdo maroon and black, matching lipstick, thumbs open Beyond Good and Evil, first page tough page, haven’t read it but I’ve read some Fredrich, “We knowers in honeybee hives of knowledge know not what we know†or something like that. She’s lingering, struggling with that first page. Finger to eye, thumb to ear listening to a Walkman floating in noise narrated by Nietzsche. I’ll have to read that page. She was still on it when I got off to catch the express 3 train…
Ender’s Game
i buy this book for lots of people
heard wolfgang peterson is going to direct a movie version
that is disappointing
but read the book
a real page turner

The roulette wheel of faces screeches to a halt and begins again until one day you can’t take it any more, you try to stop the mechanism by throwing wrench in it, removing chance when you can’t stand having that face in any hands but your own.
The blue retinal stripe that occurs at the meeting of two shades of turquois causes me great pleasure without making me smile.

This one goes out to that lady with the yellow summer dress with pink and green flowers, a fake fur coat, purple gloves, blue jeans, and gold shoes with the fifties style look, a tan and a wedding band.
Accidently erased this! I think I wrote something absurd; probably. Anyway this was revised and now erased and now reposted. It is weird to look at myself in all these old tapes, actually kinda scary to see myself from seven years ago. Even scary to see myself from yesterday, at least sometimes it is. Today it is but I won’t get into it. FORWARD as Derek would say.
*****Special thanks to Joe for his astute observations which made this piece much more comprehensible (it still might be incomprehensible but just imagine what it must’ve been like before!)
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The Way of Carey continues, Grandmaster Flash, getting and giving, and other ideas about life.
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Shannon teaches Walker about not going out in the road.
Special photography by Chizuko Niikawa.
Takes a minute to load up, not sure why. Be patient, it is worth it.
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Punic 2: born into battle and bloodshed during the first Punic War, Hannibal Barca at age nine and age twenty-six. Jim’s Trip is revealed, partially. The first stop is ahead.
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More stuff, this time it is leaving home. Leaving the nest, getting kicked out of the nest. 1999. July. Colorado.
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This is a little rough cut with some music from LOTRANE. It is a poem about swimming and bloodshed. And it isn’t done. “Pretty vague, I like it” to paraphrase Ken Jacobs. And weird.
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peterson by the AMERICAN DOLLAR.
additional photography and thanks to Steve Hidinger, Joey Curtis, and Derek Cianfrance
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That confused expectation at the end of the work, young men standing poolside in goggles and speedos, knowing that they’re there to win but not really sure why or what for or who for. The result of the work is often overshadowed by the work itself, the time, the effort, the drive, the desire–it’s all supposed to be embodied in this moment when you dive into the pool submerged in a roaring silence of displaced air, breath, and motion broken by the crowd of stuttering voices discernable the way speech penetrates deep sleep or a lapse into unconsciousness, all garbled and distant but undeniably present unlike the sound of an empty pool, the smooth breaking strokes crisp and rhythmic, extended bubbles, a breath and the left arm coming over dunking my face back into the water at the front of the wave that carries me across the water.

OLD WORDS ARE THE BEGINNINGS OF MANIFESTATION–Maintain focus, the process of doing is where happiness comes from. Practice and execute the things I know rather than talk about them. Things get done a little at a time; build the steps to make it over the wall instead of dreaming about what’s on the other side. Doubts will assail me, let them keep sailing and believe, really believe. Gotta take those steps every day to get back to where I was the day before, the steps only get easier after long repetition and even then they can be hard–the road I travel isn’t easy and its starts fresh every day.

it has been a rather ridiculous amount of time since i posted anything here
i am in bangkok now
living life
watching it go by
whizzing on motor scooters
elephants walk the streets after midnight
The heating pipes clang at 2am, making little taps like an array of tiny, retired miners swinging away with pick axes.
Need space, privacy, retreat. Need to remain accustomed to being alone so it is familiar, just as I need to remain accustomed to living among people–balance of the two states.

I have a group of tingles that are lodged in the back of my left shoulder, something like a ghost patting my back, a shiver without cold.
The buzz in the back of my left shoulder is some sort of hole into the past, things fly in and out tickling my muscle, the feeling spreads, soon it’ll be my whole back that memories swim in.
Kind people that were staying at the Gaijin House while I was in Tokyo. The twins are beautiful and funny.


My smile is infected with bitterness, a spiteful smile, chalk full of sarcasm. True pleasure might start in a state of awareness, feeling affected, an act, not real. I suppose it all starts with the ACT, the seeming that becomes. It is a natural process: the choice, the effort, these determine the being, the becoming, the became. Become pleasure, become happy, become thought, become man, become love.
If seeming is being then becoming is the process of holding onto an image and redefining it as it applies to myself. Thus what I think something is may be only an appearance and through the process of becoming I discover the insides of the image, the guts that make it real, the work that makes it work.

Have love in your heart but wait to fall in love, dance with someone who wants to dance with you and be ready when they come arms out stretched because you know what it is to want with no response, to fly into flame instead of the warmth, the tenderness that the oblivious flame resembles as it shines and dances so vibrantly but the coldness is in the oblivious, the unconcerned, the unattracted and the flame is snuffed out entirely by the raging winds that try to possess it instead of seeing by its light, blowing softly on the light so it dances with joy instead of disappearing forever into the thinnest of air.

Comparisons are inevitable but useless. A man must be his own man, no other.
Can do so much and feel as though I’ve done nothing. Attacked by the need to see results but quick results are phantoms, heavy images built on nothing, sinking into nothing.
Essence of discipline–enforcement or enactment of what you feel to be right.
Intent involves planning, execution requires discipline, identification compels thought and deserves benign but truthful criticism.
When I draw up plans for a magnificent structure it is hard to begin with the foundation because there is the desire to realize the subtleties. Must make what is common to all strong before indulging in the details.
Work is essential, a rhythm, a refuge but can’t be used as a crutch. No hiding–work winds the clock but I do the ticking.
When I know what needs to be done, do it instead of diluting and confusing my resolve by getting the opinions of others and dwelling.
The tough maxims and explanations of philosophy are harsh comfort in the face of overwrought emotion.
This is the second of a collection of short experimental films that I made with Steve Hidinger and Zach Schethren.
